kinggoth:

teen suicide - the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams

i have dreamt about what it’s like to die

and i saw myself becoming shadows again

just like i did when i was a kid

i saw my bones crack open and all the things i’ve been hiding from you spill out

all the secrets that i never thought i’d tell anyone about

i am warm and i am bored and i am drifting through this place

it’s no better or worse than anything else that’s ever happened to me

but i wish that i’d never met a lot of the people that i’ve met

not because i don’t like them but because i only let them down

and when you disappoint everyone all the time it’s hard not to want to die

constantly i feel this weird and shameful feeling

like im being watched by a thousand glowing, vengeful eyes 

behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars 

and everywhere i go i know i’m not welcome

(Source: kinggloom, via kinggloom)